I chose to Leave

I chose to leave

Not because I don't love you

but because I am not the one who is for you

I chose to Be cold Not because I can't stand to what we promised- a lifetime together

But because that lifetime we think would be happier will never be because I am not the woman who can make it happen

I chose to agree to let go of your hand

Not because I couldn't hold it anymore

But for you to take the right hand to hold 'til the end

I chose to not say a word

Not because I had so many things to hide

But because I don't want to hurt you with any single word I have to say

I chose to say goodbye

not because I don't want you to be with me for the rest of my life

But because I was scared I would be greedy to keep you when I shouldn't be

I chose to hurt you when we ended things between us

not because I mean it

but because I wanted to turn that hurt with happiness

when the day comes when you meet someone who deserves your love

and her love that I couldn't give

because I wasn't deserve to have someone like you